My Birthday Weekend.

January 29, 2008

Friday- I had work of course from 4-10. After work, I went straight to Robs house because a few of my close friends prepared a kickback for me. I had a lot of fun. Things were great. Just a couple of my close friends having a good time. For a split second, I thought, “hmmm, maybe this weekend wont be so bad at all.” Saturday- Went to work 4-10. Nothing really after that. Went to Chris Laxons house. Poker night. Home. Sunday- The day of my birthday. I went to church first thing in the morning. I thought it would be a good idea to get blessed or something like that. Then met up with Paolo and Tin and had some birthday lunch. Then I met up with Christine and had a birthday Manicure. Then had a birthday dinner with my family. Then had somemore birthday time with a couple of good friends. So, this post turned out to look really ugly and unorganized. For some reason, it wont let me make seperate paragraphs. Whatever.

Finally…

January 26, 2008

My mom woke me up this morning at 10 and the only thing that was on my mind was, “fuck, work at 4… I got to get ready”. Funny isnt it? That it takes me 5-6 hours to get ready for work. Not really, I just like to take my sweet time and watch some TV while I dry my hair, or play some music while I lotion myself, or check my Myspace before I put my clothes on. Its this whole process I go through everyday because I dont like to rush myself and worry about me being late for work. Anyways, during this 5-6 hour period, I decided to call Ate Jane just to talk to her and see what shes been up to. We talked for a good hour or so about my birthday, work, school, life, family members, etc. I felt like I havent talked to her like that for a long time. The both of us just got really busy I guess. She got me thinking about a lot of things. I realized, that birthdays arent such a big deal anymore. In my opinon, its just another year gone by, you either grow up or you dont, and say hello to one step closer to your death (LOL). But honestly, its like a regular day for me. Yesterday after work I went to Robs house because we had a little kickback with a couple of close friends for my birthday. It was really fun acting a fool and being stupid for no reason. It is just like any other day. The only difference is that your the center of attention and everybody wants to take a picture with you. I also realized, that Mae is very secretive about her life. She has a Myspace and she hasnt added me or Ate Jane as a friend. Really I didnt care because whatever, shes my cousin and I live with her, I dont need to be added onto her Myspace right? Goodness, but I wonder what she could be hiding. Yikes. I could only imagine.

 

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Then she reminded me about what I wanted to do this year. About a couple of weeks before the New Year, I told myself that I was going to keep a journal or something and write in it everyday. Not just about anything, but about my life, my feelings, what Ive learned, if I had a dream Id write it down, if maybe I met anyone new, etc. So that at the end of the year, I could look back and see the different things Ive done and notice the changes in my life. Im officially starting it today.

 

 

Ive got to get ready for work. I still have to take my Mom to Hamer Toyota to pick up her car. Then I have to go to my Dads and drop off some of this Winter clothes. Now I feel like Im being rushed… I HATE THAT!

 

Tonight I hope to do something fun.